The pool is a continued success. Endless amounts of splashing, making waves, and falling off things.

We awoke, very reluctantly, just after six in the morning because of some nutters who thought this was the best time to go out on the lake in a fishing boat. Car engine noise, repeated trips carrying equipment from car to boat, then plenty of rattling with chains and padlocks… it went on for long enough that there was no chance of staying asleep. When we met the nutters afterwards, they said they were from some environmental agency, inspecting the state of the fish population and thereby also the water quality. Great, I’m all for that, but I do not understand why they couldn’t take up their nets a few hours later.

Since we were up anyway, we might as well have breakfast. There were plenty of bilberry bushes everywhere around us, but the berries were few and small. It took quite a while to gather some to have with our porridge.


Afterwards we packed up our stuff and started the walk back. This trail was rougher than most marked hiking trails, with lots of fallen trees to get past. Sometimes over, sometimes under. And some, of course, just at that in-between height where it’s hard to fit under them, especially with a backpack, and hard to get over as well.


Just after halfway we passed a fireplace with nice views of another lake. Walking past this spot yesterday, the kids named this one “the fake lake” because at first glance it looked like it could be our tenting spot, but wasn’t. Since it looked so lovely yesterday, we planned a mid-morning stop here today, with a campfire and bread on a stick.


And whittling. Bread on a stick requires a good, smooth, clean stick, so Ingrid prepared one. Then the fire needed some time to burn, and what better way to pass the time than do some more whittling. When the breads had been eaten, the whittling continued. Adrian has no knife of his own yet so he borrowed mine, which left me with nothing much to do, other than taking photos. Both Ingrid and Adrian could probably have stayed there for much longer, but I got bored of waiting after some time, so we continued walking towards Brakmaren and the car.

This year’s scout camp is nearly here so we’ll get plenty of camping and outdoors activities soon. But Adrian still wanted to go camping with just us as well, and Ingrid came as well.

We’ve tented in Tyresta before, and Paradiset. Those two are my favourite nature reserves near Stockholm, beautiful and varied and easy to reach. This time I thought we’d try a new spot, so we aimed for a tenting spot next to lake Stensjön.

Somehow the preparations took me most of the day, even though I started just after breakfast. Getting all the gear, packing my own stuff, helping Adrian pack, shopping food, prepping food… by the time we were at the parking lot at Brakmaren, it was already six o’clock. We had a four-kilometre hike to the lake, and then there was a fire to build and light, and dinner to cook. (For dinner we had our traditional “hajkbomb” and then a delicious dessert of sauteed apples with chopped nuts and chocolate and cinnamon.)

Adrian went to sleep in the tent, while Ingrid and I went for a late night swim. There was a small island quite close to the shore – too far for the children to swim to on their own, but close enough for me and Ingrid. The weather was quite chilly so we didn’t stay on the island for more than just a moment. During our swim back, we had company of a bat that swooped by very close to us, just above the water.

When we got back, we found Adrian still awake, because the tent wasn’t like home, so we also went to bed to keep him company. Just as Ingrid went for a last pee in the dark, some animal rustled in the bushes right next to her. I joked about bears and elephants, but I wonder what it really was. Fox? (Those don’t make much noise, though, I believe…) Badger?

We all drove to Nyköping for Eric’s nephew’s birthday. We were very many people in a very small house so I mostly felt cornered and uncomfortable. The best moment was when we went out to look at the neighbours’ goats.

Our wardrobes actually fit through all the doorways and the narrow staircase, so we got them downstairs without having to completely disassemble them. It was enough to remove the doors and drawers.

The past few days have been hot and the pool water is getting more temperate. Ingrid and Adrian bathe several times a day.

While they are not in it, the pool water makes pretty patterns in the sunlight.

The library, soon to be bedroom.

We’ve been talking for a while about reshuffling the rooms in the house to give Adrian a room of his own. He’s had a corner of the living room for his stuff, and his bed is in our bedroom. (Luckily he is a very heavy sleeper.)

The kitchen remodeling forced us to move things around anyway, and made Adrian’s corner disappear. So while his things are all packed away, we’re seizing the opportunity and making this happen.

Adrian will get the room that used to be Ingrid’s. Ingrid will get the room that used to be ours. And we will move down into what used to be the office/library.

It’s a chain of moves, and obviously it has to start in the other end. Can’t move things into a room that is already full!

The first step was to move the entertainment station out of the office. We used to watch movies on Eric’s computer and its large monitor. When he bought a PlayStation, he hooked it up to the same monitor. So his workstation was also everybody’s entertainment station. Now we have a TV for movies and games, and the TV and its sofa are installed in Adrian’s old corner.

The next thing we have to move out of the office/library is all the books, and Eric’s desk. We spent much of today packing books in boxes. (Can’t put them in their new place yet because we need to keep the living room and kitchen mostly empty, for when the builders come back to finish the kitchen floor.)

Most books went into boxes which we took down to the basement. Some ended up in paper bags instead, ready to be taken to a charity shop. And some definitely go straight into the recycling bag. Not even a charity shop will want The NHS guide to pregnancy and childbirth, or a 1990s English-Estonian dictionary of business and economics.

Between these lies the street atlas section of an old phone catalog, probably from around the time when we moved here. We got phone books delivered to the house for the first few years. The phone book parts we threw out, but the street maps (with their characteristic red edges) were useful, back in the days before we all had smartphones. This one I’ve even reinforced to lengthen its life. I remember cycling with it in the basket of my bike, with little sticky tabs to mark the page I was currently on.

We have an inflatable pool that we bring out every summer, and both Ingrid and Adrian love it. On warm days, they are in and out the pool many, many times a day.

They love the pool as it is, but they also argued that a larger pool would be even better. Eric and I weren’t very convinced. But we agreed to pay half the cost of a larger one, if they saved up money for the other half. And they did. We got the new pool just before we left for Estonia. Eric unpacked it and set it up while we were gone, and now it’s up.

It’s huge. Over four metres in diameter, and over a metre deep – the water comes up to the top of Adrian’s chest. In fact we probably couldn’t have bought or used it last year, because it would have been too deep for him.

The only problem now is that the water is freezing cold! The temperature outside is around 12°C so the water isn’t much better.

Nevertheless Ingrid and Adrian wanted to try it out today. They didn’t stay in the water for long.

And just like that, our time in Estonia is over and it’s time to go home.

Ingrid and Adrian are both telling me that they wish we could stay longer, and so do our friends here. As for me, I’m quite happy to go home now. I’m looking forward to being with Eric again. I’m looking forward to being in my own home, rather than living in a suitcase. A proper kitchen, and a bedroom with blackout blinds, and a room of my own where I can be on my own. Being with friends is fun, but constantly being with other people is also quite exhausting.

During summer, the Tallinn-Stockholm ferry usually has some kind of entertainment for kids. Their conference centre gets no use this time of the year so they fill it with other activities. This year they have a bunch of “big wooden games”. There were games I’d seen before, and games that were totally new to me. There were all kinds: games of skill, of memory, of speed, of logic, and so on. We had a lot of fun here.