Nysse has the right idea, sleeping away a good majority of the day. I wish I could be like a bear and go into hibernation and just skip the next month or two. Wake me up when it’s light again. It doesn’t even need to be spring – just some daylight. Or some snow at least to brighten the world.

Everything is grey. It’s going to be +7°C and cloudy, with occasional rain, for the foreseeable future.

I struggle to find energy for anything. A midday walk makes no difference when all I get is dull greyness. I keep going out of discipline and habit. I get up because I always get up. I go to work because I need to go to work. I cook because I know that if I don’t serve myself a proper home-cooked dinner, I will have no appetite. I knit because at least it makes time pass.