{"id":5968,"date":"2015-02-05T23:20:50","date_gmt":"2015-02-05T22:20:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/?p=5968"},"modified":"2015-02-05T23:20:50","modified_gmt":"2015-02-05T22:20:50","slug":"introspection_and_and_am_not","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/2015\/02\/05\/introspection_and_and_am_not\/","title":{"rendered":"Introspection: and AND am not"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Two traits that I both have and have not. <\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Patient. I can be patient and impatient about the same thing at the same time. I can be bubbling with frustration on the inside while telling myself to be patient and acting patient. Above all I am impatient with myself while I make a great effort to be patient with other people. In this as in other things, I am not as kind towards myself as I am towards others.\n<\/li>\n<li>Calm. Again something I strive for and most of the time achieve externally but not always internally.\n<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>So perhaps these are traits that I pretend to have.<br \/>\nOr: that I don&#8217;t quite have but find desirable and strive for.<br \/>\nOr: traits that I do have but that conflict with other parts of me, and therefore get expressed more or less at various times.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Two traits that I both have and have not. Patient. I can be patient and impatient about the same thing at the same time. I can be bubbling with frustration on the inside while telling myself to be patient and acting patient. Above all I am impatient with myself while I make a great effort [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5968","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-observing_the_self"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5968","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5968"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5968\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5970,"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5968\/revisions\/5970"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5968"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5968"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5968"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}