{"id":5935,"date":"2015-02-02T00:39:12","date_gmt":"2015-02-01T23:39:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/?p=5935"},"modified":"2015-02-02T00:39:12","modified_gmt":"2015-02-01T23:39:12","slug":"introspection","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/2015\/02\/02\/introspection\/","title":{"rendered":"Introspection"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am taking a photography workshop again. Each workshop is a big investment of both time and money, but they&#8217;re worth it, because I learn so much more through workshops than by reading or practising on my own.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t spend all of those hours with my camera or with editing software, of course. A lot of time goes into reading and thinking about the course materials, looking at other participants&#8217; photos and taking part in discussions.<\/p>\n<p>This current workshop is very different from all the previous ones I&#8217;ve taken in that it is about the &#8220;soul&#8221; of photography, rather than technical topics such as which knobs to twiddle or how to compose a photo. &#8220;Photographing with Heart and Vision&#8221; it&#8217;s called.<\/p>\n<p>My photography is important to me. That keeps surprising me, because it came out of nowhere and I am still not quite sure how it happened. For years I just took occasional snapshots and it didn&#8217;t mean anything special to me. And then somehow, as I started learning more about it, it also became more and more important to me.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps it&#8217;s a temporary obsession. It wouldn&#8217;t be the first time; I&#8217;ve had those before. But some have turned out to be more than that &#8211; after close to 10 years of blogging I am still at it; after 15 years of programming it is a rewarding career instead of a little hobby.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t really know why I photograph. I don&#8217;t have a clear idea about what I want to achieve, what I want my photos to say. I see that my favourite photos are quite different from most parents&#8217; photos of their kids, and also quite different from most pro photographers&#8217; photos of kids. I occasionally look at others&#8217; photos to find inspiration but mostly just feel alienation. I want to understand my own photography better.<\/p>\n<p>Hence this workshop. There is maybe a little less shooting during this workshop, and a lot more reflection and introspection.<\/p>\n<p>Since this blog is kind of my version of a personal journal, I will be sharing some of that introspection here.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am taking a photography workshop again. Each workshop is a big investment of both time and money, but they&#8217;re worth it, because I learn so much more through workshops than by reading or practising on my own. I don&#8217;t spend all of those hours with my camera or with editing software, of course. A [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4,768],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5935","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-observing_the_self","category-photography-2"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5935","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5935"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5935\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5943,"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5935\/revisions\/5943"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5935"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5935"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.toomik.net\/helen\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5935"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}